Okay on Saturday I went for a 1.7 mile walk to an AA meeting that was closed down. I also attended a Spanish a zoom meeting with a 10 gratitude list and a 10 trigger list. I've been trying to update a blogger.com but I've been going on Tik Tok a lot trying to make short videos. I ran out of my mood stabilizer drugs and my mood has been a little elevated. My sleep is at 5 hours per night and I love listening to Deepak Chopra guided meditation early in the morning. Shout out on Facebook.
We haven't seen eye-to-eye for a little while but I am grateful for my mother who has given birth to me and been very supportive she's been loyal and she's given all of her heart and soul and love to me for 42 years. I'm grateful for the guys here Charles, Gary, Brian and many more. I'm learning new paradigm shift and it's so great to be conscious and alert ready to take on life's popsicles for whatever happens during the rest of the day.
Like a gaunt prospector, belt drawn in over the last ounce of food, our pick struck gold. Joy at our release from a lifetime of frustration knew no bounds. Father feels he has struck something better than gold. For a time he may try to hug the new treasure to himself. He may not see at once that he has barely scratched a limitless lode which will pay dividends only if he mines it for the rest of his life and insists on giving away the entire product.
— ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, pp. 128-29